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Shaheen (Part 11)

Shaheen (Part 11)

After valentine she got jealousy from Shikha. She snatched Yash from her. Whenever she came in class she only looked that Yash and Shikha were talking. Everything else in class was nothing to her. Result of all this was shown in her mark sheet. She was just passed in 9th class. She was a brilliant student but now she was below average. Shaheen didn’t mind the result. For her, everything was vain except Yash.

When her father saw the result, he didn’t shout this time. He became silent. After two days he was late. All were worried because from shop Rahmaan always come to home about 10 p.m. but today it was 11.30 p.m. and still he was out of home. Armaan went to shop at 10.30 p.m. and it was closed. There was no news about late coming. Raima was so worried that she opened the door when knocked once without asking who is there. But fortunately it was Rahmaan. He was drunk. Smell of liquor was coming from his mouth. Liquor is forbidden for a muslim and Rahmaan always obeyed that but today he left the rule. Everyone was shocked, Raima asked angrily and got a slap in answer. All three children were awaked but after seeing their mother slapped no one tried to go near their father.

Rahmaan went to bed straight and fell down on bed. He was asleep but no other in home was sleeping. Rahmaan was talking in sleep he murmured about going down business and the debt he took for home. Once he said about low marks of Shaheen. Tears came in Shaheen’s eyes. She was feeling that that this was the main reason her father started to drink liquor. She was responsible for all this. No one in home said anything to her but she knew from heart that her lower marks broke her father’s heart. He was expecting much more from her. She was the only brilliant student in her home and her father was hoping that she will do something big one day. For this dream he was fighting with his relatives and religious person and spending everything on all children study, else in Muslim family a girls study is really difficult and unnecessary.

Shaheen decided that she will gain her father’s trust again. When school began she forgot about Yash and concentrated on her study only. All students were same. Tanya was still her best friend and Rahul was still looking at her from distance.

There was nothing special in 10th class except pressure of study. Because board exam were coming this year and your option of choosing career depends on results of these exams. Yash broke up with Shikha. Before this Shaheen was not talking to Shikha but now she wanted to know. Yes she decided to forget Yash but it is really difficult to forget your first crush. Even her father’s liquor habit for which she believed she is the reason didn’t stop her to know about this. She and Tanya met Shikha and started to talk. It is really easy for girls to talk because when someone is talking then being a girl you must talk back. Shikha told them that yash wanted to have sex with her and she refused before marriage. He tried everything to convince her but she didn’t agree because she knew after getting everything Yash will not care for her. This was shocking news. She was thinking that Yash was really good but his intentions were full of filth. Indian girls respects their culture and their culture tells that only a husband can sex with the girl they must not allow other person even to touch. With time culture is change now, touching is not a big thing these days because you are studying in co-ed schools and going to offices for job but still sexual relation except husband is really bad.

This news was spread like wildfire. Every girl in class started to hate yash. Whenever he tried to talk anyone that girl ignored him. Once one of the most popular guys in class, became most hated person in class. Even his most admirer girls Shaheen and Tanya refused to talk to him. Nobody told her that Indian girl can do anything for their love but can’t allow anyone to put a figure on their family tradition and culture. That’s why it is popular that a girl enlightens her family name, she is the light of her family values and her character is the mirror of her family character. She is the base for two families once from birth and other from marriage.


Shaheen (Part 10)

Shaheen (Part 1)

He came back


Shaheen (Part 10)

Shaheen (Part 10)

So Shaheen started to live in her dream with Yash (Neither she has tell her feelings to Yash yet nor Yash has hinted anything like this to her). Her dreams cost her lot, her marks in midterm exam were very low. She didn’t tell this to her parents but she forgot that her sister was also in same school. His brother was ok he wouldn’t tell this to their parents as his marks were not too goo but her sister has decided to make her life hell. She told the result to their parents. Rahmaan was angry with Shaheen, it is the first time when he shouted on Shaheen. But it didn’t affect Shaheen much because she was in love, as per her view only. She was not smart enough in that age to know the difference between love and attraction. That’s why people says parents must be very careful in this age because teenage don’t understand but they believe that they know everything. Rahmaan was busy in his business which was falling down. Raima was weak and nobody was at home to help her. All children were their own. Samayra was not listening to anybody and Armaan was also happy with his friends.

14 February had come, the day for which every love bird waits Valentine day. Shaheen was hopeful that Yash will purpose her, else she will purpose him. But second option was impossible for her, a girl can’t purpose a boy. She was fully dressed up and looking stunning. From her street boys started to purpose her. Karim was standing outside his home and waiting for her. She knew his motives so she ignored his eyes gaze and start moving towards school. Karim came near and started to walk with her. It was normal two students were going school, he asked her whether she will be his valentine. She didn’t know what it’s mean but she didn’t want to be anything for Karim so she simply said no. Karim started to argue why not him? what is problem in him? Shaheen wanted to say that she loved someone else but he was neighbor and it will cause her a big trouble. So she simply said that she want to live alone. When Karim went a bike came near her, she knew that it was Ali and her guess was right. Ali held a single rose in his hand (this day rose becomes very expensive, prices goes high more than five times). He asked her to accept that but she ignored and told him to leave her alone. He asked can he drop her to school but she was not ready for that also. Ali keep his bike with her till she reached school. She saw some more street guys holding rose in their hands in the way. Actually this day has become the day when any guy can purpose any girl. Guys think that they can do anything on this day and it is allowed so sometime they crosses limits and it really put a girl in difficult situation. Some girls saw that Ali was with Shaheen, it was clear by the view that Shaheen was ignoring and Ali was just following her. But in teenage Shaheen was thinking that everybody will think that she is enjoying so she was worried. Her thoughts were troubled by the thought that what will happen if Yash will see this. Sweat came on forehead while reaching school she was searching for Yash. But thanks to Allah Yash was not there. She entered the school and Ali stayed behind.

Shaheen got a strange urge so she came back at the gate to look, Ali was purposing another girl with red rose. The girl was seemed uncomfortable, she was trying to go but Ali was on her way. At last school’s guard came in action and told Ali to go away. Shaheen said” Boys”

She came to class, two more student purpose her. She didn’t know them they were her seniors. Both came with rose and chocolate. Chocolate was Shaheen’s weakness she wanted to take the chocolate and throw the rose. But accepting chocolate was also bad as accepting rose from them. When she entered in class Rahul came and asked her to come in a corner because he wanted to talk to her. Tanya came near to her. Shaheen told Rahul to tell whatever he want to say in front of Tanya. Rahul was shy, with great difficulty he told” Shaheen, I always see you.”


“Ammmm…. Actually I was thinking.. means I want to ask….”


“I want to be….can we be friends.”

“We are in same class so we are already friends.” Shaheen was irritated because Yash was not in class and one more guy is trying to be smart with her.

“I mean not like simple friend… I mean”

“You want to be my boy friend?” Shaheen snapped.

“No no I mean …sorry, if you are hurt.” Rahul was puzzled. He was really bad with girls.

Shaheen and Tanya left him and went to their seat. Tanya was teasing her about Rahul. But Shaheen told her that Rahul is not her type. In the mean time she saw Yash was entering in the class with a rose in his hand. Shaheen’s heart skips one beat to see him.

Yash came to her bench and asked Tanya to move aside, Tanya was hurt but she left the seat. Yash set on her seat near Shaheen. He directly looked Shaheen in her eyes and said “Shaheen, I wanted to tell you from begning but was afraid that you will be angry. But now today my heart broke all the boundries and I want to be with you. Will you be my valentine for rest of my life?” Shaheen was on seventh sky, she couldn’t believe what is happening. His love himself came to purpose her. She said “YES”

“What?” Yash seemed confused.

“Yes” Shaheen said again.

“Hello, What Yes?” Yash’s voice changed into a girl voice.

The whole room was trembling like it was going to fall down. Shaheen opened her eyes and saw Tanya was shaking her. “What Yes? What are you talking about?”

She was day dreaming. Yash has come and set on his seat. A girl named Shikha was setting near him. She was also holding a red rose in her hand and they were talking happily. It seems one of them purposed and other accepted. Shaheen’s valentine day was over.

 Shaheen (Part 9)

Shaheen (Part 5)

But that was true

A typical Indian love story

Shaheen (Part 9)

Shaheen (Part 9)

Shaheen passed 8th but her marks were going down now. She had left interest in study. What is the benefit of her study? She couldn’t get admission in her favorite school. If she will top then also she will be forced to marry a stranger and left her wishes about career. These thoughts were stopping her from her study and even to try to fulfill her ambitions. Her parents started to worry because they were thinking high on her but Shaheen marks hinted to take extra care for Shaheen. Shaheen assured them that she will work hard but it was not full truth. Previous incidents had broken her will.

She was in 9th and her section was changed by school authority. She got new friends, she met with Tanya and became good friend with her. They spends their days with enjoy and fun. Boys were still interested in Shaheen but she was not interested. Sometimes she was surprised why boys like her? What is her main attraction but she didn’t find any. She didn’t like her body at all. “I am thin and my height is also not good, even my friends make fun related to my height sometimes then why boys like me so much?” This was the question she asked her many times. But there was one thing about her body which she also love very much her hair. Shaheen had long heavy black hair. They were long enough to touch her thighs. She was really careful for them. These were a problem also because she was getting problem to wash so long hairs so her mom usually helped her to wash them. But still she loved them and it was the main attraction of her beauty.

Shaheen was a teenager and in this age opposite sex attracts. In spite of horrible experience with Hussain, Shaheen was a teenage girl and her heart wanted someone for her. A boy named Yash got her attraction. He was very good looking and handsome. She got a crush on him. She was a girl and couldn’t say that to him. So every time he met her, her eyes always goes down. She wanted him to talk to her and like her but she was not able to express her feeling to him or anybody else. He liked her but not with these feelings he was seeing her like other girls in class.

There was a guy named Rahul in her class. He was really brilliant. His color was dark and he was not so handsome. Once teacher asked a question and nobody in class was able to answer except Rahul. Shaheen knew her but it was like other boys in class. Rahul seemed to like her but this was the problem of other guys also. Like Shaheen was searching chances to talk to Yash Rahul was searching chances to talk to her.

She told Tanya about her crush on Yash. She was surprised when Tanya told that she also liked Yash. She was kind of a girl whose liking was almost like Shaheen even in boys. Tanya didn’t object her choice but told Shaheen that it is not possible because Yash is a Hindu and Shaheen is Muslim. Shaheen knew that but she didn’t know what difference it makes. Tanya told her about difference between Hindu and Muslims. She told that it is not possible in society to marry in different religion and their parents will not allow this. She was sad but heart don’t listen any rules her attraction for Yash was not going down. She knew that Tanya is right about religion so her friendship with Tanya was still good.

One day she came to her home and found everybody was happy. Her father’s sister was at home with his son and a new bride which she didn’t seen before. She was surprised that nobody told her about her cousin marriage. They told that it was a love marriage the girl was Hindu. Her parents were not agreed so both ran away from home and did marriage in court. Now both are husband wife and nobody can argue on this. This was the reason they didn’t tell any boy or invite them to their marriage but now there will be reception and for that they have come to invite them. Everyone was happy but Shaheen was most happy by this news the first though which came in her mind that now she can marry Yash. Her family is not orthodox and they are not against Hindu-Muslim marriage. Now her love will win. Now first time in her life her religion gave her a chance to get what she loved. Her life is going to change now she will be happiest girl in the world.

 Shaheen (Part 5)

He came back (part 1)

Never tell a lie (Part 4)

Shaheen (Part 8)

Shaheen (Part 8)

Shaheen (Part 8)

Shaheen started to go school. Gulshan also joined and some other old school friends also met there. Actually the school was not famous or expensive, her previous school was also less expensive so all middle class family students were getting admission there and now they find the same standard school again.

Now she was in sixth class and in teen age. She was developing her body and she was really getting more beautiful. Boys started to tease her. Some of her school boys always came near her home following her from school. Shaheen was always with Gulshan. Some of them tried to purpose her but she didn’t like any. Her fright of boys was stopping her to talk to any boy.  Soon she cleared sixth class with good marks; she was topper of her class.

She and Gulshan came to seventh class which was a milestone in their lives. Rahmaan Hussain purchased a home in sharing with his cousin.  Now Shaheen had her own home, she was very happy but this home was far away from her school. She started to go to Gulshan’s home first and then both go to school. When Shaheen and her family shifted to new home one of neighbor was staring her. There was something in his eyes which Shaheen can’t forget. That was a strange feeling. But she ignored, the boy was big enough. He was in college; his brother was in Shaheen’s class but in different school. When they shifted they came to Shaheen’s home to know the neighbors. Shaheen got tuitions as she was getting problem in English. In her home her parents were not able to help her and her brother and sister were losing interest in study. His brother’s marks were getting low each time. She was the only one who was intelligent so Rahmaan Hussain decided to do whatever he could do for her daughter.

One day when she was coming from tuition a bike came very close to her. First she was afraid that it will hit her but it stopped near. The same neighbor who was in college was riding the bike, he told that he is going home and asked her whether she wants to come with her. Shaheen ignored. This became habit of that guy named Ali. His small brother Karim started to come at her home for study purpose. One day he came and when they started to study and Raima went outside Karim brought out a Red rose from his beg. He told her that he loved her, Shaheen was in difficult situation. She told him to put back that rose in his beg if her mother would come she will be in trouble. But Karim was stubborn. He started to insist to accept his love. Shaheen knew that if her mother would know her study will be stopped. She begged him but he was not listening her no. Gate opening voice came in their ears, it seems Raima has come back, Shaheen was statue with fear but Karim put the rose back in his beg. Raima came in room and saw Sweat on Shaheen’s forehead. She cleaned the sweat with her dupatta (a cloth which Indian female wear with suits). Shaheen was happy that her mother didn’t notice anything. Now she decided to not to talk to Karim and told her that he must not come to her home for study. It was strange Ali and Karim both were purposing her in their own way.

One day when she went to Gulshan’s home to take her to school. Her mother told that enjoy some more day after that she will not go to school. When Shaheen tried to ask Gulshan caught her hand and pulled her away from her mom. On the way Gulshan told her that her marriage was fixed and next month she will be married to Ahmad. Shaheen was surprised why so early. She asked that you are so young to marry but Gulshan told her weeping that she was lucky that Shaheen’s father understands otherwise in Muslim family marriage in younger age in not rare thing.

When Shaheen came home she asked her mother. She told her that it is normal. Girls are for marry and for take care of home. parents home is not their real home, their real home is their husband’s home, there a girl go in Doli and came on four people shoulders (means girl will left her husband home when she is dead only). She told her that it is their destiny. When Shaheen asked that will she be married in such younger age she told that no, if it will be in her power, she will not let it happen.

Next month arrived and Gulshan was married, Shaheen’s best friend left her forever. She went to her real home. When she was going in Doli Shaheen was weeping she was not understanding why a girl must left her home for the happiness of others. Don’t a girl have heart or they are just cattle whom can be carried away by any strange man.


Shaheen (Part 1)

He came back (part 4)

A typical Indian love story

But that was true

A Strange Love Story


A strange love story

Suhash was again upset, his father again shouted on him in the morning. Suhash was a post graduate and didn’t get a job according to his degree. But he was not lazy he was a hard working guy. He found a job in Civil Hospital. He was morgue keeper. His work was to keep dead body safe. His father was not happy with this. He always criticizes him for not getting a respectable job like it was his fault.

He didn’t eat breakfast in anger and came out of the house. His duty timing was from 9 a.m. to 6 p.m. It was 7 only. So there was no use to go to hospital now, he sat down outside home on a bench made by bricks. He was looking the movement of street. He saw a sweet cute girl going to school in white school dress. She was his neighbor but he saw her when one year back. Her name was Rati. Her parents were in Government job so were earning well.  H was two guys who were on bike started their bike when they saw Ravi coming out from her home. When she went to school on her scooty they started to follow her.

“These days, boys don’t have any work except following girls.” He was thinking. But it was not his matter. He went to hospital after one hour. Normally he comes to hospital early because everyday his father was making his morning hell.

His work was boring, nobody was to talk, and nobody was to complaint. But it was his work and only source of his income. At 6 he left hospital. It was his daily routine. He wanted to change his job for that he was taking interviews but all was in vain. In government jobs they demand bribe which he was not able to provide. In private jobs they demand experience, his hospital job experience was not enough for that. His job was not such in which he can interact with a girl. So he was living with this, lonely.

Next day he was again sitting outside his home. Today Rati wore a pink dress and she was looking really cute. Perhaps she was not going school today. But she had her bag. Same both guys followed her again. Again he went to hospital, sit there till 6 and came back. In evening he searched Naukri.com for job and applied some. His mother told her about Kishan neighbor guy who got a job in a big private company. Kishan was Rati’s big brother. Rati came to give sweets on this happy news. She was in same pink dress so this was the reason she didn’t wear school dress today morning. He was taking sweets but she put one ladoo in his mouth with her hands. He was also happy and was wishing that his parents must be in government job so that they can give bribe money or know some big personality. Anyway he was happy to see Rati happy.

Next day morning he woke up by shouting of his father. From morning he was shouting about Kishan’s success. So there was same option to go out from this, Suhash came out from home. People were still in their beds. It was only 6 he saw Rati came out from home on her scooty. She was going for tuitions. How hard she is working. She saw him and stopped to him to say good morning. He smiled and responded. Now he went inside and be ready for work. He went again early without breakfast. His normal breakfast place was hospital canteen. At 9 he was on his duty. About 11 he got a call from a consultant about a job interview. He was supposed to attend the interview next week.

In morning first person he met was Rati and he got job interview, so she is lucky for him. He decided to wake up early to say good morning to Rati daily. He smiled on himself on this thought.

From that day he started to wake up early and sit outside the home.  He soon founded that Rati’s class is 4 days in week Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. It was looking odd to sit outside so he started to go on jogging.

Next week he went for interview and it was good. There was a chance that he will get that job. Only next week he got the job confirmation. He was selected on a good salary. Now his father was also happy he brought sweets and distributed in whole neighborhood.  Suhash brought some sweets especially for Rati. Next morning he woke up early and waited for Rati. When she came and put sweets in her mouth. She was also happy on his success.

He went to hospital and informed HR that he will leave this job. HR was also happy for him because he knew that this job was not for him. But he asked him to give one month notice so that they can get a new person for this job for which he agreed.

When he came to home in evening his mom told him that Rati got accident. He was shocked. She told that two guys were chasing her when she was going to school. One of them tried to catch her hand on moving scooty. She lost balance and fell down. A coming truck crushed her. She is serious now.

An anger rose in him. He knew the guys but he was not able to do anything. Next day he didn’t want to go but he was sleepless, so he went for jogging. He saw both the guys on their bike. They were chasing a girl now. His anger was on highest. He picked a brick from side and throw on them. The brick hit the guy who was driving the bike, both of them fell down. Bike was in speed so they really hurt badly. A car was coming, the driver applied brakes but it was late. Car hit one of them. People started to gather but Suhash didn’t wait to see what happened to both guys.

He came to hospital. After some time a dead body came to morgue. A school going girl’s body who was crushed by a truck. He was about to faint when he saw the name. It was Rati. He removed the sheet from her face. The beautiful face of Rati was now full of wounds. He started to weep. The assistant who brought body caught him because he lost his balance. He wept full day. He left hospital without seeing the time. It was night. He didn’t go to home, he didn’t know where he was going. He came to rail track, the train was coming. He didn’t know what he was doing. He was still weeping. Train came near it was only about 4 meter away. He steps forward on the train track. He never expressed his love to Rati neither Rati did this but still there was a love bound and this was the end of this love story.